LOVE IS PAIN!!! <|3…………

A touch of love,

And there it goes,

Someone’s life feels like heaven!

A touch of hate,

And there it goes,

Someone wants to die!


Two different words,

Two different feelings!

Love being like heaven,

Hate being like death!


Everyone wants love,

Nobody wants hate,

All the world’s the same!


Love is never found easily,

Hate is found immensely,

When you are poured with love you see the world as one!

When you are disturbed with hatred you see the world as useless!


Such are the powers of love and hatred!

I have felt love,

I have felt hate!

When I felt love,

It felt pleasant,

It felt like the world was made for me,

I felt powerful,

Energetic and extremely happy!

At last I found love,

It overpowered my feelings,

My thoughts!


As time passed,

Love was rather pain,

A type of pain,

Which inflicted confusion in me,

I had to spent sleepless nights,

Thinking over my love,

And I had loads of expectations,

Loads of dreams,

I prayed that they came true!



One fine day,

The tables turned over me,

I lost my LOVE!

I have lost my one and LOVE!

That day I thought of nothing but dying!

I couldn’t bear the pain,

The chillness,

The numbness!

It seemed as if time had stopped over to,

Console me,

I was rather broken to pieces,

I couldn’t make out day or night,

I kept weeping!

I wept and wept,

Until my heart stopped beating for her,

My only true love!

I had realised I can no longer keep her as mine,

I realised she was lost!


Love to me after that day was gone,

I no longer wanted it,

I no longer wanted pain,

I no longer wanted confusion,

All I just want is PEACE!

All I wanted is eternal peace for the rest of my dear life!


May GOD,

Grant me peace,

My he heal my mind,

May he bless me with strength,

To carry on with my LIFE in this vastness!!!



Salman (aka $allu)


The Challenge x)…..

I once had a battle with time,

It challenged me and my weakness,

I must admit I was fearful,

But something hard struck my mind,

It kept whispering “go, do it, yes, you can”!

I, with my killer instincts faced time one on one!

But time kept saying me “You can’t, you will fail”!

For a second I felt it was true,

I thought I couldn’t win time!

But I went on with my bare mind,

During the battle time left me blinded, tensed and,

It seemed impossible to win it!

When I had lost all the hope,

I saw a helping hand far away in the distance,

It was glowing in the dark,

I held the hand,

For a moment it felt like the whole earth was made for me!

I rose up from the darkness,

Fought time for one more time,

I knocked it on its feet,

Until it begged mercy!

I felt like I was invincible,

I felt that there is nothing I can’t do!

It was the moment of pride and fame!

Everyone would regard me as the only person to knock time on its path!

I felt overwhelmingly excited!


I was wrong!

Time is never conquered nor can be challenged,

Everything was an illusion,

The helping hand was my hard work,

I felt too confident,

I felt too important,

I was wrong,

I couldn’t last long with all the pride and fame,

I once again had to fall to the ground,

And face the world as equal to others!

Because fame and pride never stays forever,

Once we get old and known much,

Someone better,

Someone more ingenious will rise,

Then we get forgotten!

We may be the best once,

We may be known as the only one,

But when we leave this eternal world,

We are only remembered as a person, who did great things,

Not as a person, who lived!

People keep changing,

Time keeps changing,

We too will change!

One can never live with fame for eternity!

Its only that fame is short lived,

We just get chosen by fame to be known as the one who triumphed!

But never as the one, who lived it!

So, never trust fame and pride,

Get a life which is worth to live,

Not a life which is wasted to live for others!

Get known to people,

But don’t get known as the one, who existed,

But as the one who will live on!


Salman (aka $allu)

Get to live the easy way!!!! :) <3

I live today out of expectations,

I lived yesterday out of realisation

And I will live tomorrow with confidence!

No matter what,

My world never shrinks!

No matter why,

My promises never go astray!

No matter where,

My instinct never dies!

Such are the thoughts that live in me,

Such should be the thoughts that must live in you!

Every day,

Every second,

Every breath

Is precious,

Make use of it in the wisest way,

Not to waste it in vain,

Because life is only one chance,

A second chance never comes in it!


Never let the fire in you die,

Never let the happiness fly,

Never think that life is mean,

Because sometimes life may prove to be unfair,

It’s our ability to make it fair and wise!


See the world as one,

Not as many,

Because groups never live forever!

People may live with promises for you,

But even promises could be broken,

Because what matters is trust not a mere promise!


To lose everything is easy,

But to gain something is purely on hard work!


Work done for now is surely better than work kept for tomorrow!


Have belief in yourself!

Don’t let yourself down

Even in your deepest sorrows,

Even in your worst times,

Try to keep your head raised,

So that none shall think that you are a LOOSER!


Surely what it takes to win a game is greater than,

What it takes to lose everything in its paths!

Just wear a smile,

And live to be noticed,

Rather than living to ROT!!!



Salman (aka $allU)


My CONFESSIONS! X)………………(part 1)


The other day I was frustrated with my exam, I knew something terrible would happen when the results come out! And behold, there lays my answer sheet on my dad’s hands on the open house day! Of course it wasn’t a pretty sight for him. The numbers written corresponding to the subjects weren’t too good-looking for my dad’s eyes. And lo when I was back home dad looked rather sarcastic. I knew I was about to face “The resurrection day”! In the end, well there is no end to my sufferings, everything was forgotten I once again lived another day.

A new day, well of course not so interesting day, the same old toothbrush, with the white Colgate paste and the same old corn flakes for my so called breaking the fast! I virtually have to dream with eyes open in school, except for my informatics classes, well computers always fascinated my mind, no imp not a bloody geek! I would literally break down on English classes, but somehow managed to score the highest! With the sound of Accounts classes my brains and my eyes would be numb! That was something about my school life. To talk more of it, well I had excellent friends (fingers crossed), and my school was overwhelmingly “D-U-M-B” I would call it DUMB since I was issued a memo for not wearing the flashing little ID-card, on the contrary I was issued memos for various fantabulous reasons, some reasons would be lame!

At the sound of the last bell everything would literally stop in time, life would never felt so damn awesome, until I step into my bus (no.26) the bus was made to fit a limited number students, but the driver’s assistant made it look like a country filled with chicks and flicks! As I step into my home after school the smell of food has already turned my stomach on, after the delicious feast I would simply bunk home, maybe for tuitions or just for escaping my “Mom’s speech of never-ending  not so pleasant word’s”. I would simply walk around the city or the beach with my friends, at the end of the day, sadly I have to get home. After the supper’s done, its a fuss between me and my pillow, until the next day! Everything was the same,         Until!……………..

I met a girl on facebook, fell for her, had a good relation, until parent’s messed it up! Well I don;t wish to speak so much about it, I do accept love is a good feeling but now I rarely think of finding new love since I’m a busy bird! Another day I met another girl in my God damn bus, had an “extra-big time crush” on her! Until my friends held out the helping hand to recover from the madness I got for her, looking back at it I thank them especially one fellow I’m not mentioning his name, I will surely let that fellow know it is he who is special here! So, its obvious that I tasted the taste of being a broken heart! Well you know for some people particularly Good-looking people a broken hearted person meant a f***ed up retard! Well that’s what I was considered by the “Good-looking people”! I later had the burning inner desire to prove it wrong maybe this would prove it wrong ==> “I don’t give a damn &*@#$^&&* on what you think, it’s my bloody life and I live it my bloody damn way!”. No offense!

Finally, I passed high school from my respective school, was forced to leave U.A.E(Ajman) to INDIA(Coimbatore), here it was like I got second chance to live my life, everything seemed different, actually everything was fantabously sad! I missed my so dear friends back there in my small lil Ajman!. But I wasn’t so let down I had the chance to pursue my passion computers and tech! I took up Bsc.IT.

What happens next comes in my next installation! 😛

By, Salman(aka $allu)  


I just want to know one thing,

Why am I trapped here in this world?

It doesn’t seem fair at all,

All the things the world has to give,

Is only confusion ,hate and sorrow.


Sometimes it does do some good to me,

But not all the time,

Because one cannot be happy and contended all the time,

That’s how life is built!


Yeah! It doesn’t sound fair!

But when you live,

Do you act fair?

Do you live in a way that does goodness to anyone?



Think over it!

If you think you live with sadness always,

Think why it happens?

Why do you have to be left alone?

Why is that you cry endlessly?


Is it because fate takes u there?


Its because you chose it!

Its because you deserved it!


When you saw someone crying,

Did u ever think of the reason?

No, not many of us!

Well if it was you, who was crying,

Just think within your heart,

Think why do you have to shed those tears?

Maybe you may have done a mistake or two,

Maybe you have been hurt deeply!


But  it isn’t worth crying!


No matter how deeply you are hurt!

complaining and crying never helps!


Share your sadness,


It will surely shade it!

just wear a smile,


Look pleasing!

don’t show others that you are down!

Because not everyone likes gloomy people,

You just have to throw your sorrows,


And smile!



Just forget and smile!

there is just not enough time to cry forever!

When you smile you ask the world for keeping you filled with happiness

When u you cry you simply don’t want to enjoy the sunlight,

The talk of the strangers,

The chirps of the birds,

The laughter of the kids,

The tickle of the wind,

The beauty of the clouds and the wonderful pictures it makes in the sky,

The colors of flowers,

The feeling of being happy!


You just seem to be ignoring the force of happiness when you cry!

So the next you see someone crying,

Try talking to the person,

Try to put a smile on his/her face!


Because no other feeling is greater when you know that someone is happy, and the reason was YOU!

Don’t let the sadness in you take away the best in you!



Salman(aka $allu)




Life isnt FAIR! x)

Long long when the time was early..

The earth was evolving from mere fire and stones,

No one knew how it would be like,no one knew waht it would look like,

But I have seen the earth,

In wich I live now,

It doesnt seem to be fair,

Nor does my life appear fair!



Still I held on the grip,

I fought the cold winters with my inner warmth,

I chilled my brains with my thoughts in the summer,

I never complained!

I never knew my future,

I just lived the present,

And threw away the past!



I know nothing can be fair enough,

I know no one would stand for me,

I know it…

Because life isnt a game!

I believe its just a name!




Life is just a name,

Its nothing but a bunch of selfish and sneaky people,

Facing theit inner fate!

They have nothing to do with me!

Because I believe I will be left all alone when I “DIE”

All these humans around would just disappear in a minute,

And would mean nothing!



When you inhale your last breath,

No one will be there beside you,

Not even your most loved ones!



Because when DEATH claims you,

Your are facing it alone,

Even the famed,

Even the cowards,

Have to face the chillness of DEATH!



Yes its true,

None but yourself will one day have to face the wicked angel of “DEATH”!

Doesnt sound fair right?


-Salman(aka $allU)

The freedom never comes ;)

Each time I look at the sky,

I admire its beauty,

The beauty of the clouds,

The beauty of the nature,

The way the clouds float in the sky makes me think deeply…

How freely with liberty and freedom they move far they up in the sky they are free to roam about anywhere,

Without any restrictions

Without any fear of the time which passes by,

Sometimes when i watch the clouds it feels as if time has stopped,

All things around me remain in a deathly silence

The world would make no sense for me,

My life would be meaningless at that moment.

I felt jealous on these clouds.

Why cannot I?

Why cannot we?

Why can’t anyone have such a freedom?

The answer lies deep inside our lives….

Our life is like system of thoughts.

Whatever we think,

Is what we acquire.

Whatever we dislike,

Is what we think the least.

Not many are aware of this theory.

‘’Our life is made up of our own thoughts.’’

The things we most wanted are the things that we have,

The things that we least favour are things we never wanted to have…

Yes its true!

We make up our lives.

Believe it or not our thoughts are the ‘building blocks’ of our life.

Rich people favour more money so they get what they favour the most..

Poor people favour food and shelter so they get what they needed!

The clouds never have any thoughts so they are free and mobile..

But a human mind has a million thoughts..

Its hard to keep track of all these thoughts.

So a human never acquires full freedom or liberty they favour..

We humans never can live with the fullest peace!!!

Some or the other thing keeps knocking ourselves over and over!!

No matter how hard we try,

We only get we wanted not what we greed of!!

Like I felt jealous about the clouds,

I will never be able to roam around like them,

People may consider me insane if I do that   😛




The wait for the ultimate ”END”

It has been eighteen long years and,

The world seems so familiar.


All the things that were once wonders now seem to be a routine in my life.

And all the wonders seems to be baffling my mind,

like I have known nothing before.


Still the question remains where is it all going to end and how?

I may not know the answer of where everything ends,

But i surely know how its going to end.


Because I believe life is like a fast running stream

Which starts from a known place, it ends in the vast ocean at the last.


Life seems to be pretty similar to my imaginary stream,

I know where I was born,

Where I learned to walk

Where I spend my time gaining knowledge,

Where I studied things right and wrong,

Where I learnt an unforgettable lesson,

Where I fell down in my life,

Where I rose up like sun,

Where life had many paths

And where the only path is which Im travelling now.


But I never know where my life is having a stop, an eternal stop so peaceful that none can resist.

It may come without warning,

It would literally mean a full stop for everything in life.

The unexpected end may come any day, any minute, any second from now.


Till then I got to wait,

A  wait which I perform without patience.

Because it is the least favourable wait for the least favourable end!!

For now i don’t have anything to fear about except..

‘’DEATH’’ !!!!



Salman (aka  $allU)

NEVER GIVE UP <3 (The law of attraction)

You are sitting in your exam hall writing your competitive exam. And you know that the last time you wrote this paper u almost flunked. With a heavy heart you try with your best mindset to try and finish the exam. You have learnt hard the other night for the exam.

But when the results arrive you are struck with lightning, you didn’t even manage to get pass marks. Teachers, parents and your friends think that you are a grave loser.


You are now faced with two choices i.e you either give up or try learning harder the next time. Most of you would have chosen the first one, giving up and you will never ever pay attention in that particular subject again, you start hating the subject and eventually you the subject teacher becomes your ultimate enemy!!!… You end up in disgust in the final exam! You are facing maore embarrassment than before. Everything would have been alright if you would chosen


It may sound tuff but in the end you may be rewarded by the benefits of ‘’never giving up’’!  For instance if you would have sought help from someone for your difficult subject like going for tuitons or hooking up with the so called nerd of the class for help, the end wouldn’t have been so bitter!!

When life puts you in such mind-bogling situations you are the targeted person and you are going to make up a decision whether to continue trying or give it up. Well the best thing is to never give up in life no matter how worse the situation is. Because once you give you are will have to face a more  worse situation than you where when you failed the last time. Because one will surely feel guilty in the end for giving up his efforts, because now presently you have done nothing and you are facing more sadness and embarrassment than before! You may think you are a looser!

Now you may be thinking how can one ‘’never give up’’ when the stakes or so high that you are going to loose! My dear friends everything lies on your mindset and ones attitude that he has to face life!  Everything that that has happened to you and is happening depends upon a series of thoughts in your mind! It is like this… the exam that you are attending is a tuff one and your thoughts go like ‘’oh my god im gonna fail, im done! Or im screwed” ..then the result is that the exam you have just written is tougher than you thought!! But at the same time when the exam you are attending is the easier subject then ones thoughts goes like this “oh yes imp gonna pass with awesome marks,i will show that nerd that even i can be a topper!”..the result is that you may pass out with good marks and your mind is happier than before!

According to Rhonda Byrne a famous writer from the west the phenomena is known as the                                                ‘’THE LAW OF ATTRACTION’’                                                                                                                                                                       In her book ‘’THE SECRET’’ she explains this phenomena as follows :-

We all work with one infinite power. We all guide ourselves

by exactly the same laws. The natural laws of the universe

are so precise that we don’t even have any difficulty building

spaceships, we can send people to the moon, and we can time

the landing with the precision of a fraction of a second.

Wherever you are—India, Australia, New Zealand,

Stockholm, London, Toronto, Montreal, or New York—we’re

all working with one power. One Law. It’s attraction!

The greatest teachers who have ever lived have told us that the law

of attraction is the most powerful law in the Universe.

Poets such as William Shakespeare, Robert Browning, and William

Blake delivered it in their poetry. Musicians such as Ludwig van

Beethoven expressed it through their music. Artists such as Leonardo

da Vinci depicted it in their paintings. Great thinkers including

Socrates, Plato, Ralph Waldo Emerson, Pythagoras, Sir Francis

Bacon, Sir Isaac Newton, Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, and Victor

Hugo shared it in their writings and teachings. Their names have

been immortalized, and their legendary existence has survived


Religions, such as Hinduism, Hermetic traditions, Buddhism,

Judaism, Christianity, and Islam, and civilizations, such as the

ancient Babylonians and Egyptians, delivered it through their writings

and stories. Recorded throughout the ages in all its forms, the

The Secret is the law of attraction!

Everything that’s coming into your life you are attracting

into your life. And it’s attracted to you by virtue of the images

you’re holding in your mind. It’s what you’re thinking.

Whatever is going on in your mind you are attracting to you.

“Every thought of yours is a real thing—a force.”

The law of attraction is really obedient it listens to your thoughts carefully and returns only what you thaught. When you summon your thoughts to something you want and you hold your thoughts to it you get exactly what you think of! For example “Im going to my aunts house now’’ and the result is that you are going to end up in your aunts house in couple of minutes! At the same time if you think that ‘’im not goin to my aunt’s home today’’ the result is totally different from the earlier thought! But the LAW OF ATTRACTION has a setback the law of attraction does not compute ’’don’t’’ or ‘’not’’ or ‘’no’’ or any other words of negatation!

As you speak words of negation, this is what the law

of attraction is receiving:

“I don’t want to spill something on this outfit.”

“I want to spill something on this outfit and I want to spill

more things.”

“I don’t want a bad haircut.”

“I want bad haircuts.”

“I don’t want to be delayed.”

“I want delays.”

“I don’t want that person to be rude to me.”

“I want that person and more people to be rude to me.”

“I don’t want the restaurant to give away our table.”

“I want restaurants to give away our tables.”

“I don’t want these shoes to hurt.”

“I want shoes to hurt.”

“I can’t handle all this work.”

“I want more work than I can handle.”

“I don’t want to catch the flu.”

“I want the flu and I want to catch more things.”

“I don’t want to argue.”

“I want more arguing.”

“Don’t speak to me like that.”

I want you to speak to me like that and I want other people to

speak to me like that.”

The law of attraction is giving you what you are thinking about



Whether we realise it or not the LAW OF ATTRACTION is working each and every second u pass by. If you are speaking of listening to someone you are thinking, if you are reading the news paper or watching the news on TV you are thinking, when you are writing your exams you are thinking. For many of us, the only time we are not thinking is when we are asleep; however, the forces of attraction are still operating on our last thoughts as we fall asleep. Make your last thoughts before going to sleep good thoughts.


What your thinking now is creating your life, you create life with your thoughts. Because you are always thinking you are always creating, creating your own life!! Like all laws of nature there is utter perfection in this law ‘’you always get what you think’’. You make life out of your thoughts. If you are complaining the law returns you with more situations in life for you to complain about! The law is simply what you think. In a sentence ‘’you get what you think’’!!

Further in her book Rhonda states the following rules about the LAW OF ATTRACTION!

• The Great Secret of Life is the law of attraction.

• The law of attraction says like attracts like, so when you think a

thought, you are also attracting like thoughts to you.

• Thoughts are magnetic, and thoughts have a frequency. As you think

thoughts, they are sent out into the Universe, and they magnetically

attract all like things that are on the same frequency. Everything sent

out returns to the source—you.

• You are like a human transmission tower, transmitting a frequency

with your thoughts. If you want to change anything in your life,

change the frequency by changing your thoughts.

• Your current thoughts are creating your future life. What you think

about the most or focus on the most will appear as your life.

• Your thoughts become things.


According to the book your body is like a giant radio tower. You transmit your thoughts and you get back exactly what you think. And you deserve it. In a day the a human mind has about 60,000 thoughts it is very difficult to keep track of these thoughts. The easiest way is to follow your thoughts through meditation. Meditation helps oneself follow their mind and keep track of ones thoughts!! Frequent meditations helps you to think positively and helps gain what you want!

For example think that ‘’I will pass in the exam with flying colours’’ or ‘’I want to loose my weight’’ or ‘’I want that girl in my life’’ instead of thinking ‘’i don’t want to get embarrassed in fornt of my friends by flunking in exams’’ or ‘’i don’t want people to make fun of me coz imp fat’’ or ‘’i don’t want to see that girls with someone else’’!! Remember the law returns exactly what it is told to do. Negative thoughts returns the exact opposite take for example ‘’i don’t want people to make fun of me coz im fat’’ the result is you grtting mocked by people. But at the same time if you thought “i wanna becum thin and goodlooking’’ and the result is that you are going to take some efforts in loosing your weight! In the ens you loose your fat!

Now that you know the secret of LAW OF ATTRACTION take some steps to attract good and positive thoughts in your life!

“The secret is the answer to all that has been, all

that is, and all that will ever be.”

–         Rhonda byrne


• You get to fill the blackboard of your life with whatever you want.

• The only thing you need to do is feel good now.

• The more you use the power within you, the more power you will

draw through you.

• The time to embrace your magnificence is now.

• We are in the midst of a glorious era. As we let go of limiting thoughts,

we will experience humanity’s true magnificence, in every area of creation.

• Do what you love. If you don’t know what brings you joy, ask, “What

is my joy?” As you commit to your joy, you will attract an avalanche

of joyful things because you are radiating joy.

• Now that you have learned the knowledge of The Secret, what you

do with it is up to you. Whatever you choose is right. The power is

all yours.


–         Rhonda byrne




SALMAN(aka $allU)

The test!!!

When I think of myself,

When im downright hilarious,

When im so broken…..

When I met a stranger, who changed the way I think,

When I get to eat my favourite food,

When it was raining heavily and I was all wet,

When my dearest friends were my only saviour….


I think why am I put in this world?..

The world has such a big population.

What does each of these lives mean?

Why were they born?

This is the ultimate question and it is very difficult to find the exact answer..

But one must know their post in this life..

What was the reason behind their birth?


The answer is very simple its GOD the almighty he put us here..

He made us happy,

He made us sad,

He gave us food,

He provided shelter,

He gave us food to eat,

He created water that no one else can provide us with…


GOD has the right to put us in here and also to take us away from here..

One fine day,

I was taking a morning stroll when I found a small bird struggling to get up on its little feet.

It just couldn’t wake itself up from the ground. I picked up the bird with a heavy heart and poured a little water in its small little beaks. But I realised that the the bird couldn’t  gulp down the water. I was helpless. The bird within moments lost its life in my hands. My heart broke i couldn’t bear the sight of it!!. I then buried the delicate thing and thought why did this haapen?

The answer is GOD decided that the bird must die… And lo it lost its dear life in my hands. I tried my best to save it but GOD had other plans!! It was deemed to die, and I couldn’t stop!


Our life is not much different from that of the bird’s fate. We must leave this world one day. That day we will take nothing with us. Our possessions will be passed to our loved ones!… This thought sank my heart. Our life is also much delicate like that of the bird’s. We are all indulged in the greed to make more money.  But remember GOD is the ultimate money he decides how much we get how much we loose! Everything is under his control. Nothing is going to change it.

Our lives are supposed to end one day. That doesn’t mean that we must sit and do nothing and wait for it. We have to look to our daily chores and lead a happhy and settled life.

The truth is that our life is just ‘small’ test. We choose the way right or wrong. GOD has created both these ways to test  us. Out test will be rewarded in the heaven or hell..Each and every deed we do has its own worth!  There is nothing we can hide from him!

As we live on we  must make sure that our life is not wasted. One must take his best efforts to gain the maximum out of his life, explore its vastness and hidden paths! Surely the our life in this earth is for a good reason.

We were all born to take a test of GOD!

And there is no cheating in it.

We must live it till our end!

This is why we are made!!!!

Just for a mere test, which will be judged in the end!!!….


By Salman(aka $allU)